“Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love that you have never seen, out here in this wide and wild universe. And there is the love that will be ready.”
― Nayyirah Waheed
I am not ok.
when everything you want to say to get it back sounds so pathetic.
when you can only speak with hurt in your chest. when all you do is ache in different corners of the room. when you wish to wipe him from your memory. when even sleep gives no reprieve. when you have to let go of all the lives you built.
You broke my heart but you don’t care.
heart break. ache. ache.
a whole body ache.
no chance, just the swift removal of all futures. Othered for wanting more and wanting you. ache ache ache.